origination deflation negation explanation

I have caved under the pressure of Team Shrink; Dr. Samson (Mini-Shrink, the Shrinky Dink, etc.) and Barden D. Arnette(Captain Nerdtron) and have been taking a generic antidepressant for nearly a week. My compulsive behavior is in check; no need to eat large quantities of carbohydrates or spend every penny I have on shit I don't really need. I have no organizational skills. I wake up every two hours and have difficulty getting out of bed. I can't think of a thing to write about, and if I have an idea, it is fleeting and difficult to develop. I can't seem to hold the idea in my mind long enough to develop any details or a coherent storyline. They say these side effects should wane in a couple of weeks. The first couple of days on the drug, strange thoughts would pop into my head, like a time lapse photo image of my face emaciating. I have no sense of urgency about my dirty dishes or laundry. Ordinarily, I would at least be concerned about these tasks, even if I didn't get to them. I will remain on the meds until the third week, and if these side effects aren't nearly gone, I will stop taking the drug.

I also started classes this week. Damn, textbooks are freakin' expensive! So, that is why I haven't been writing as much. Tales of County Central and Palookaville will be back soon.